.AN EMPERORS DEATH.

i saw a penguin die this morning. thanks to global warming, a colony was trapped in what seemed like an ice tub. all had frozen to death with eyes wide open. on my way to school, an ambulance had been tailing us on the same route for what seemed like an eternity. thats five minutes in reality. the unending ambulance wailing was irritatingly interesting. my prayers for the persons soul, dead or alive.

caramel sundae eating contest 1100am. i lost by probably 3 seconds. someone beat me to an icecream contest, shit! is this for real??? but i wiped out my sundae more. thats for sure. upcoming round two in a few days. its strawberry sundae next time.

i was dead worried about my three exams today. what a dumbass! i actually had only one short quiz. paranoias getting to me. maybe its like a recoil from last nites allergy attack. asthma allergy kills.

one can never have enough of chocolates and sex.

|UTOPIA|
posted by oddnumber at 16:22




.PRIORITY.

i have a test for econone tom morning and i know no shit about it. i try to listen and grasp every damn curve and theory that my professor explains. hell, she is brilliant [ and of course she knows this! ] but i dont really give a fuck right now about the law of diminishing returns/product. my priorities have more loops than all the rollercoasters in the whole world combined. damn! whats wrong with me?

OLGA. shes going to be a doctor. damn straight im going to bet on this, and if not il be there to push her through it. i do admire her. she might read this in the near future but i really do. she has control of herself and she knows what she wants. i dont.

COYOTE. hes going to be an economist or a lawyer. either way i know hes going to make it big. hes actually like her [ OLGA ] in many ways, reponsible, intelligent and techy by nature. he has principles and beliefs, but more than that hes genuine.

they made me want to have a blog. i have wanted to so long before but im scared. there i said it. i fear the publics criticism on me. their judgement as to who i am and what am i. i loathe myself for i am one of the public. i am my biggest critic and its killing me every single day.

this is not angst but a revelation. i am happy. satisfied. thats my goal in life. i have achieved it.

|WANDERLUST|
posted by oddnumber at 19:17




.A BLOG.

this is unofficial. testing the waters as you may call it. i've had countless of random thoughts in the past and im sure i'l be having one soon and most definitely more in the future. i need a place to rant and rave. im hoping this would be it.

|BLATHER|
posted by oddnumber at 15:36