.ONE CHANCE, ONE LIFE.

its the first sunday morning of my semestral break. an estimated two weeks of mediocrity with OCCASSIONAL butt-busting workouts and a whole lot of pigging out ... not bad at all i say! although i still have yet to worry about the upcoming course cards on tuesday ... oh hell!!! arghhh ... its a daunting wait. hmmm ...

its been all good so far. fifth day should still be safe ... or at least i hope it is!!! |fingers crossed| new stash just arrived imported from HK ... nothing beats a 7-11 ribbed for extra sensation. har har har ... i cant really tell much difference though. |whooops| been having too much of it ... awww FUCK!!!

steady is the word. everything seems to go on perfectly well ... oh man i just hope i dont jinx this! im having fun. been out with my girls for some starbucks talk a couple of times ... and il be on the court for some SMASHES ... har har har |yeah right ... im still dreaming ... i know| by next monday and hopefully on the next few days too! UPCOMING ... surprise swimming party on friday ... laia people ... damn i miss that!

light load? full load? i know i still have time and im not rushing into anything ... except for that i want to start working already ... something to pay for MISCELLANEOUS expenses |that's shopping shopping and more shopping plus the occasional splurge for COYOTE| i want to start saving up ... talked to my oldest brother a couple of weeks ago ... he's been telling me about the good graces of saving up and starting on the entrepreneurship early ... again i envy somebody ... another addition to my list! ... its all good ... he's my brother and im proud of him ... i just sooo fucking wish i can push myself to responsibilities that id actually be taking account for. i'l strive.

asians rules. god i dont what's coming to me but im just all out happy to be acquinted with the CLA-X people |as their course says| i missed the lunch out with them last friday ... tourists galore ... i'l be the sole owl in the group with everyone else all ANIME looking ... har har har |chinito power| ... its prozac for the japanese and koreans 24/7 ... they can drain out my energy! its hilarious ... but its fun fun fun! ... mucho credits for their tagalog and english ... they're trying their best ... its all good ... tickling to the ears ... NHK channel and ARIRANG rocksss! har har har

road trip to ayala alabang. |wooohooo| e-pass rules! damn hell! gas on 120mph, blasting music and the skyway ... things cant go any smoother! that's trip back home though! your still in the same country but in a different PLACE ... urban living in the rurals |ATC and the works!| nice place to settle in without city buzz ... everyone seems to know everybody else ... a mighty big neighborhood if i may say? ... except for the northerners of course! |aka that's US!| har har har

blog or not i know i talk too much. oh hell! here here ... living out satisfaction ... best thing about having a burn out ... its the exact opposite of it when everything's fine as mink! there's nothing else to do about it but to just love it and talk about it! |cheers to starbucks talks!|

|NIX|
posted by oddnumber at 08:07




.A TOAST TO DORKS.

accounting is a fucking bitch and a half! im getting more than a migraine attack from just looking at all the damn transactions, concepts and fs (financial statements)...fs, bull crap! seems more like an F full of S shit to me! ... cursewords and me ... what a combo! ... looks can be so fucking deceiving i tell u that! a warning to everyone! beware!

hail to all the Gods! i've never had such a great thursday in my entire life! its like being back from the dead...im jst really grateful...not everyone gets a second chance in their life. God is good.

|RECOURSE|
posted by oddnumber at 19:09




.IM BEING PUNISHED.

midterms just finished and by next week its going to be final exams already. im in every bit of a rush to finish all reports and papers due by next monday. damn the trimestral sytem! its like high school all over again.

DEEEBS. shes back from US. i havent seen her since start of senior year high school. she has, without a doubt, the happiest and most genuine laugh ive ever heard in my life! it just makes all worries magically disappear into thin air. im surely going to miss that. barely two weeks in manila and she gets sick from the weather...goes to cebu for her last weekend...fuck! now shes leaving again. im just looking forward to dinner on thursday.

its been a hell week. thats for sure. ive been praying to the Gods for a miracle. we're swearing it off once we get through this. im still waiting...i dont know if i can still hold on.

expected too much from finding nemo. animation was not at all disappointing tho. CRUSH and SQUIRT just stole the show...sweeet...totally...DUDE!

|PATIENCE|
posted by oddnumber at 18:52




.NEW SKIN, NEW BLISS.

name anyone who never went through a daily dosage of childhood cartoons...its just like comfort food even better...no added fats or preservatives! nickelodeon rules.

im just loving my new blogskin right now...makes me reminisce all those starbucks talks with my girls. damn! i so want to smoke right now.

PMS strikes again. bullcrap! i should hide myself in silence.

on goes the experiment. until a week or so more.

|PEACEMAKER|
posted by oddnumber at 06:03




.FROM AN ODDBALL TO AN ODDNUMBER.

Rain (a.k.a. Better 'n You)
(John Strohm)

You're lost beneath the sea
and you didn't wait for me.
You left me here, left me hangin' on.
When I knew you'd drowned,
did you think I'd wait around ?
When I woke up, you were already gone.

You could waste your life feeling lonely
or you could waste your life feeling pain.
When you carry the weight
of one too many yesterdays,
you won't know to come in from the rain.

You dug your own grave.
You've got no life left to save.
You're always saying you can't go on.
Well, I've been beneath the sea
and I couldn't hardly see.
When I woke up, you were already gone.

I've wasted time feeling lonely.
I've wasted half my life feeling pain.
But at least I feel the weight upon my shoulder.
At least I know to come in from the rain.
At least I know to come in from the rain.
You won't know to come in from the rain.

|SOLITUDE|
posted by oddnumber at 16:54




.A QUESTION TO THE BUDDHIST GOD.

il die on a rainy day. when it starts to rain again, then youll all know that im finally up there.

change is inevitable. we've all heard this somewhere and sometime ... but how much can a person change until he finally realizes that he's lost his identity already.

what a dream to live a charmed life of having no worries but only to graduate college and enjoy life even more. fascinating how our lives may possibly be all planned out, one distinct from another and each with its own twist. does serendipity exist?

i have my petpeeves and damn! i cant wait until i get rid of them. im starting to pms already and il be back on this 'experimental diet' of mine tomorrow. how pathetic can a life get.

i hate paranoia! fuck! im only human, i get bored and i think. i dont want to care, but maybe i should?

unbelievable! i even gave myself a bite mark! an intense long one or maybe multiples, i think??? holy crap! its just a 'too damn good day'

OLGA. we all go through this. shell be ok and so will you. i bet my life on that. im here for u. remember that.

|SCRUTINY|







posted by oddnumber at 20:28