11.19.2003
.FOR THOSE WHO LEFT.
GOOD RIDDANCE [ time of your life ]
|GREEN DAY|
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf of good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
---i thought it was all a joke. i thought you'd surprise me once i get to school. i thought you'd be the only one to greet me in our class. and i thought you'd wait for me once again after the bell has rung. i had so many thoughts in my head ... but not once have i thought that you'd leave ... and so soon. until we meet again. rest in peace THOMAS LOUIS DATU.---
|FEAR|
posted by oddnumber at 16:04
11.15.2003
.FROM A LINK.
--I got this from a friend
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is
when you stop going along
with the crowd and start realizing that there are
many things about
yourself that you didn't know and may not like.
You start feeling
insecure and wonder where you will be in a year
or two, but then get
scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing
that people are selfish and that, maybe, those
friends that you thought
you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest
people you have ever
met, and the people you have lost touch with are
some of the most
important ones. What you don't recognize is that
they are realizing that
too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or
insincere, but that they are
as confused as you. You look at your job...and it
is not even close to
what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you
are looking for a job
and realizing that you are going to have to start
at the bottom and that
scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what
others are doing and
find yourself judging more than usual because
suddenly you realize that
you have certain boundaries in your life and are
constantly adding
things to your list of what is acceptable and
what isn't. One minute,
you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your
life. You feel alone
and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the
enemy and you try and
cling on to the past with dear life, but soon
realize that the past is
drifting
further and further away, and there is nothing to
do but stay where you
are or move forward. You get your heart broken
and wonder how someone
you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie
in bed and wonder why
you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want
to get to know better.
Or maybe you
Love someone but love someone else too and cannot
figure out why you are
doing this because you know that you aren't a bad
person.
One night stands and random hook ups start to
look cheap. Getting wasted
and acting like an idiot doesn't seem as fun. You
go through the same
emotions and questions over and over, and talk
with your friends about
the same topics because you cannot seem to make a
decision. You worry
about loans, money, the future and making a life
for yourself... and
while winning the race would be great, right now
you'd just like to be a
contender!
What you may not realize is that everyone reading
this relates to it.
We are in our best of times and our worst of
times, trying as hard as we
can to figure this whole thing out.
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breath away."
---It's really amazing when two strangers become the
best of friends,
but it is really sad when the best of friends become
two strangers.--- tis quoted from her.
|PHASE|
posted by oddnumber at 06:06